So it’s been a while! LOL! Been caught up in the whole “being in love” thing..yeah, this is the one. No doubt about it. This last past week I’ve become more and more for sure that this is what I see – and this is who I see myself being with for the rest of my life. Yeah, I’ve been in love before. I’ve been in long relationships in the past, yeah I might’ve felt something. But this…mm..this is different. By far. I’ve done things I’ve never done before, I’ve told this person everything – and I know that this person will accept me for who I am, no matter what.

This week I’ve done something for this person, that I’ve never done for anyone else. I posted a youtube video with me playing the piano and singing, which I hardly ever do for anyone – if I’ve played or sang to someone before, it wasn’t because of love-love or anything – it was merely cause I felt like playing and the person wanted to hear me (aka my grandma when I visited her a few times).

When I was with Josh, I lost myself – Lito understands that more than anyone because one night I broke down and told him everything that I felt while I was with Josh. And what I lost just hurts me so much. I still start to tear up when I think about it. Lito has been helping me just..become this better person all around. I thank him so much for bringing that back to me. God, I love him with my whole heart. I cannot think of my life without him.

I just feel like I could rule the world with him…

I still wake up with a smile, I fall asleep with a smile – mmm, yeah. I’m just so freaking happy. yay!

So yeah i’m 24 now – I’m in love, more in love than I’ve ever been in my life! (this is seriously it) – and just yeah. The funny thing is, it would have NEVER turned out this way had it not been for some drama shit lol. I love how selfish peoples plans sometimes backfire and yah..that’s..all I can say about that tbh cause it’s ..yup!

But yeah, wooties!

It’s my birthday So far so good – no complaints, although I want to go back to bed *sigh* lol. I did not sleep well, kept waking up every few hours. Blah

So i’m in the bathroom taking a bath, and Lito calls my house phone. Roomie answers, I hear him say “she’s unavailable” – so this is while my roomie is getting ready for work. So all is fine, and then Lito calls my cell phone. I hear my roomie get all pissed off and do his normal GRRRRR. So I’m in the tub laughing my ass off, oy!

After I get out, I asked him why he’s so pissed off – and he’s like “your friend called..” and I go “it’s none of your business” – and he’s like “it is my business when I’m trying to get fucking ready! they didn’t take the hint that you weren’t available the first time??” and i’m like – “dude, if I was out and about – which according to your unavailable message, it leaned towards me being out – thenn….I’d have my cellphone on!”

Stupid people rox my sox!

On another note though, I’m sure Lito’s going grrr as well sorry baby!

Sooo..yeah things are awesome – nuff said. I updated my site after months! Well, kindaish..not really did anything too much but..hopefully people understand why I haven’t updated. Blah blah.

And yups, in loves – strong, stable, and just awesome.

Anyways, catch ya later!