Alrighty, soo’s…some few updates. Gonna do some old shit that I used to do – 1 positive, 1 negative, then 1 more positive (don’t ask).

1 (positive) ~ The song by Orianthi “According to You” means so much more now. I feels it! I wanna dance around in circles with a big grin on my face. Woots. Decipher that anyway you want, I’m sure you’re right.

2 (negative) ~ I’s quit Mouse World. I did it for personal reasons, if you ask me I’ll tell you in private but that’s about as far as I’ll go. It also depends on how close I am to you and stuffs, so I won’t tell just anyone.

3 (positive) ~ Even though I feel really sad that I quit Mouse World (that place meant a lot to me, for reasons I will not discuss here), I feel lighter. Like, my stomach won’t turn in knots and I won’t feel like throwing up whenever a certain problem occurs.

So’s, I know there’s SO MUCH MORE left to say, buutttt..well, this is all I’m saying here (I needa create a less public blog lmfao)

Yeah, holy shiznitz! HAHA! Been a while apparently?? I honestly don’t want to explain everything but…blah. Shitango at most? Some is my fault, (I am a dumb dumb), others are not. Blah blah blah. *screams into a pillow and runs in circles*

BTW, I’m banned in a region on SL – over stupidity stuff and people being totally immature. FUN TIMES! I was banned at another region too for immaturity but now I’m unbanned. *Shrug* I hate people who are totally immature…

Lalalala…so for now I’ve got my “Quinn’s Happy Place” on SL atm, mermaid,fairies, and fun – OH MY! It’s what’s keeping me sane, plus my lovey sissy-poo-poo (AHAHAHAHA, *RUNS!*). Gawd woman, we were seriously seperated at birth :O

All is well again, lol I could’ve posted this earlier but I’ve been busy as hell lol. Cut me slack! So much has happened, tell ya later promise!

And today is starting out bad as well, I should just go back to bed but I won’t. Bad habits.

So, someone I really really care about won’t talk to me. I SEE why he’s mad at me, I do – I really really do. But the thing is, things won’t be “fixed” until he fucking talks to me. At the moment it’s just a cycle that will keep going until he talks to me. And until he does, I’m hurting – I’m truly hurting. I thought this morning he would, and he somewhat did but not the way that needed to be talked about (I’m not getting specific here, I’ll never fully be specific in this blog about things fyi – if you know me, then you know). But yesterday I wanted to cry, you know when you WANT to cry and you FEEL like you want to cry – but can’t? Yeah. Well this morning I’ve been crying off and on, it’s a relief to cry but hurts at the same time. For a year or so back I couldn’t cry at all, so I’m thankful for tears cause it’s a release.

Then also yesterday my roommate said some asshole-comments to me that hurt and were uncalled for.

AND THEN, someone had to have the last word in everything. It was water under the bridge and boom..ugh.

Yesterday was my first hockey game as well and I didn’t go. I was too upset. I didn’t even want to host, I just want to crawl under the blankets and make things magically fix itself. Sadly, the world’s not like that. Where’s my land of unicorns when I need it most?

On another note, SyFy’s version of Alice is amazing. Must see, I plan on buying it when it comes out. I have Tin Man, it’s good – though..just between you and I, the main character annoyed me in that. They TOTALLY need to actually focus on the Tin Man’s character. There’s so much richness in the original story, it needs to be done. It’s dark and twisted and yeah, they could totally do it.

In closing, this goes out to the one who isn’t talking to me:

I got an A on my class, WOOT! I’m so happy lol. I did better on my final than I thought I did!! Hells yeah, SCORE BAGILLION FOR STACEY!